you know what one of the worst feelings in the world is? when you’re really close with someone and suddenly a space starts growing between the two of you that you both acknowledge but are helpless to stop. and you try to hold onto it but somethings unconsciously shifted between the two of you so instead of best friends you become friends and then you barely speak at all until they become nothing more than a passing thought. good friendships dissolving into nothing is the worst kind of heart break.
